do you think your boys club will ever crumble just because of a loud mouth girl?
2004-01-19 & 10:50 p.m.

i am so sick of consequences and the look on your face

perhaps what is missing is acting out of faith in myself. and acting is much harder than endorsing the guise of guilt by saying it's because of external catalysts. action is most definitely not synonymous with victimization.

i've never wanted to catch your kisses and put them in a jar, to watch them like mango fireflies. i've only wanted your kisses on a moment-to-moment basis.

i'm tired of having my words slip through the crevices, to be defeated by my own self.